July

July
 from out of the pinstripes into the white lights
 i was the one true friend
 and you were my saviour perfect behavior
 money i'd never spend
 winter's delivering summer's forgiving
 storms in our washed out hearts
 guessed every second corrected and reckoned
 on the words: 'not to part'
 C: when i got better i wrote you a letter but i didn't send it anywhere
 it floats on a dashboard looks on a churchyard's children's promises to share
 the words aren't free so don't you believe them, something had to be declared
 and i have to face july with two holes in my heart
 and i have to face this life with two hearts
 i could deceive you, or i could receive you
 warmly in my estate
 smile so politely, correspond nightly,
 talk about what we ate
 then in the winter, everything splinters,
 we will forget our names,
 sleep in our ashes, hide from the lightening
 flashes and the cold rain
 C: when i got better i wrote you a letter but i didn't send it anywhere
 it floats on a dashboard looks on a churchyard's children's promises to share
 the words aren't free so don't you believe them, something had to be declared
 and i have to face july with two holes in my heart
 and i have to face this life with two hearts