It's Not Love

I'm too tired to sleep, I can't turn off my mind
 When all of your problems lay right next to mine
 And the green paint, the white sheets
 This house we built for you and me
 I can't help but repeat the best dreams that we hoped would become reality
 But now I know the answer, why?
 I toss and turn like it's my fight or flight
 Like looking up at the sky
 And there's so much more than meets the eye
 And you said your life was lookin' gloom
 Like keeping all the pain inside of you
 I felt that I wasn't enough
 How can I call it hate, if it's not love?
 If it's not love
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 And I know it's not perfect but I'll try to fix
 Everything we've been wanting, but it is what it is
 When you don't act like you cared
 And I'm left to plead what we built
 I will never understand why you did to treat me like I wasn't there