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I'd love to be in love with you enough to write a love song
 
 I need to feel needed and I need it more than I let on
 I'll be home, just thinking about it
 Maybe call like I used to
 But I'll just stay alone, because alone is safer than with you
 I like you inconveniently
 You're squeezing out my dopamine
 Yeah, you like me in spite of me
 I feel these feelings quietly
 You're cool but inconvenient
 Now, my energy's depleted
 Take a seat, babe, if you need it
 Like I do, 'cause I'm defeated
 Now, I'm cancelled, I'm whatever
 I'm the best thing that you'll never have
 Now I'm lonely, yeah, if only
 I could text you but I'm holding out
 I'd love to be in love with you enough to write a love song
 I need to feel needed and I need it more than I let on
 
 I'll be home, just thinking about it
 Maybe call like I used to
 But I'll just stay alone, because alone is safer than with you
 I know I'm not around enough to make me worth the wait
 It's like, who wants to be close with someone who always goes away?
 And even when they're here, it's like
 "Where's your fucking head at?"
 "Why's it take so long to text back?"
 "You're so bad at loving people back"
 So here's a plaque for your wall
 For the Hall of Fame of fucking off
 When things get weird
 Because I can't handle that again
 It's like that, yeah, it's like that
 I'd love to be in love with you enough to write a love song
 
 I need to feel needed and I need it more than I let on
 I'll be home, just thinking about it
 Maybe call like I used to
 But I'll just stay alone, because alone is safer than with you