self destructive

Self-destructive tendencies
 That I have are killing me slowly
 But that's fine
 I like the way it feels
 Yeah, I, I like the way it feels
 When I think that I'm leaving
 And I hurt myself to prove that I'm human
 Where did I go wrong this time?
 If I don't wake up, I'm better off
 I'll finally catch up on my sleep
 I've been so lost
 3:00 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me
 If I don't wake up, I'm better off
 I'll finally catch up on my sleep
 I've been so lost
 3:00 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me
 Tell me I won't be this way forever
 I can't do this for much longer
 Does anyone give a fuck?
 I don't think that's the case
 I wanna be anywhere else but here
 Lately, it's been getting hard to feel
 But I'm getting used to it
 If I don't wake up, I'm better off
 I'll finally catch up on my sleep
 I've been so lost
 3:00 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me
 (If I don't wake up)
 ♪
 (If I don't wake up)
 ♪
 (If I don't wake up) I'm better off
 I'll finally catch up on my sleep
 I've been so lost
 3:00 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me
 
 Self-destructive tendencies
 That I have are killing me slowly
 But that's fine
 I like the way it feels
 Yeah, I, I like the way it feels
 When I think that I'm leaving
 And I hurt myself to prove that I'm human
 Where did I go wrong this time?
 If I don't wake up, I'm better off
 I'll finally catch up on my sleep
 I've been so lost
 3:00 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me
 If I don't wake up, I'm better off
 I'll finally catch up on my sleep
 I've been so lost
 3:00 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me
 Tell me I won't be this way forever
 I can't do this for much longer
 Does anyone give a fuck?
 I don't think that's the case
 I wanna be anywhere else but here
 Lately, it's been getting hard to feel
 But I'm getting used to it
 If I don't wake up, I'm better off
 I'll finally catch up on my sleep
 I've been so lost
 3:00 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me
 (If I don't wake up)
 ♪
 (If I don't wake up)
 ♪
 (If I don't wake up) I'm better off
 I'll finally catch up on my sleep
 I've been so lost
 3:00 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me
 
 Self-destructive tendencies
 That I have are killing me slowly
 But that's fine
 I like the way it feels
 Yeah, I, I like the way it feels
 When I think that I'm leaving
 And I hurt myself to prove that I'm human
 Where did I go wrong this time?
 If I don't wake up, I'm better off
 I'll finally catch up on my sleep
 I've been so lost
 3:00 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me
 If I don't wake up, I'm better off
 I'll finally catch up on my sleep
 I've been so lost
 3:00 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me
 Tell me I won't be this way forever
 I can't do this for much longer
 Does anyone give a fuck?
 I don't think that's the case
 I wanna be anywhere else but here
 Lately, it's been getting hard to feel
 But I'm getting used to it
 If I don't wake up, I'm better off
 I'll finally catch up on my sleep
 I've been so lost
 3:00 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me
 (If I don't wake up)
 ♪
 (If I don't wake up)
 ♪
 (If I don't wake up) I'm better off
 I'll finally catch up on my sleep
 I've been so lost
 3:00 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me