Imma Lie

I been keeping it real low
 There's some things no body knows
 Either turn up when I go out
 Rather just turn down at home
 Drugs make me feel less alone
 Turn around everyone's gone
 Imma always be the bad guy I know it
 Imma lie to the world and say I aint been poppin for anxiety
 And Imma lie to myself when it goes under my tongue that this is my sobriety
 And no one has your back unless your on your death bed
 Baby don't you cry to me
 Imma lie to the world and say I aint been poppin for anxiety
 Tell me how I'm supposed to stop
 Filling up all of these cups
 When I wish someone would end this all for me
 Tell me how I'm supposed to stop
 Takin pills til I throw up
 When I think about what I have seen
 It's back and forth how much I need it
 Yeah my drugs are so conceited
 They convince me that I'm nothing without them
 How many times can I say that it feels good to get off them
 Before there's some truth behind it
 Imma lie to the world and say I aint been poppin for anxiety
 And imma lie to myself when it goes under my tongue that this is my sobriety
 And no one has your back unless your on your death bed
 Baby don't you cry to me
 Imma lie to the world and say I aint been poppin for anxiety