love you forever

Did you know when you started
 Watching' me, like a television on demand
 In the palm of your hand
 You'd leave, and turn me off
 I'm a little bit nauseous
 'Cause you fucked off one night
 And now that I've opened my eyes
 The morning light feels awful
 You're too good at drivin' your car
 Fast down the hill, and pullin' the breaks
 Quick with the silence
 Sayin' that you don't know how you feel
 Can't talk to a place
 You've got the right to find your peace and quiet
 I didn't wanna get married
 But I could've loved you forever
 I knew when we started
 The end was inevitable
 You're a little bit selfish
 And I know we'll be better off
 Why am I like this when you can't pay rent
 Getting drunk with your friends
 Buried head in the sand?
 You're a little bit childish
 You're always saying how I'm too upset
 Need to learn how to rest, making up stories in my head
 But I can't help that when you walk away
 It feels like violence
 I didn't wanna get married
 But I could've loved you forever
 I knew when we started
 The end was inevitable
 I'm a little bit angry
 But I know we'll be better off
 I should've known by now, you're so weak
 You'd kick me in the teeth
 before you leave to make yourself feel better off
 And I'm still like this 'cause your exit's playing on repeat
 Like you're still here, and I can't sleep with you dancing on my eyelids
 I didn't wanna get married
 But I could've loved you forever
 I knew when we started
 The end was inevitable
 You're a little dishonest
 But I know I'll be better off
 'Cause now I'm just someone
 You wish would just let go