Stray

what distance remains to keep us apart
 no concept remains no beat of the heart
 what silence is kept to keep me away
 no promises held to lead me astray
 i take my last breath, final sinking down
 i found the place to die alone
 i see the last light, dim, growing dull
 sinking down to unter null
 if only you knew
 what truth and lies behold
 if only you knew
 you left me dead and cold
 if only you knew
 i only wish you dead
 if only you knew
 i could blame God instead
 whatever you lost, you held close at hand
 no passion retained, no will to stand
 what war you have waged, to fight to the death
 no loyalty slips from your dying breath
 i try with last hope
 fearful, growing scared
 i make the last call, mute, fading fast
 if only dreams like this would last