Godless - Fraqtured:Sound Remix

so many days i've can't stop myself
 from fighting this monster that eats me alive
 so many time i've fought and i've tried
 to live for a moment without fearing my mind
 i hate this, yet live this, and it's bringing me down
 i feel like I'm standing on uneven ground
 the balance to life has been skewered so violent
 I'm so sick of this death-instinct silence
 so despondent and so somber so frail
 so scared to begin for the fear i will fail
 I'm alone in this pattern and i can't call for grace
 I'm left in this mess that is such a disgrace
 i fear for my mind more than i fear for life
 the one thing worth saving is the love i deny
 and i feel so hollow, but i yearn to relent
 the control for some peace and freedom from this torment
 there's no one to save me and i can't save myself
 i'd give my whole being for some kind of help
 but no one can stop this goddamn monster so great
 all hope is now lost and it's too late
 i numb to forget, to quiet the nose
 so deafened by silence, i can't live with myself
 i numb to forgive, for myself can't forget
 that i could've been someone without any regret
 you lying man who tells a tale of flawless love and peace of mind
 of parting seas and curing blind
 your lies my faith, there's no remorse
 you spin your tale with brutal force
 your lies, my faith, my breathing grace
 i ran from life, i erased my faith
 I am so blind
 and seeing eyes are not so kind