Nicotine

Oh, this won't lasst
 Two lies, back to back
 Two years, now it's past (now it's past)
 Two fears, come to pass
 Too near, this can't last (this can't last)
 Broken glass, covering the floor now
 The bottles I poured out
 Tried to purge myself of everything about you
 But when you always show up on my doorstep
 Choking on your every word
 Your every desire
 While I gasp for air
 You just stand and stare
 Choking on you like nicotine
 My lungs are on fire
 But I won't die today
 'Cause you will kill me slowly
 I don't wanna feel like something's wrong (but something is)
 Yeah, I don't wanna blindly just move on (but you know you will)
 When I'm wasting daylight sleeping on the west side
 Maybe I can stop time
 I know, know that you, know that you won't
 I know that I can't seem to move on (don't move on, don't move on)
 And free myself from you (don't move on, oh)
 Choking on your every word
 Your every desire
 While I gasp for air
 You just stand and stare
 Choking on you like nicotine
 My lungs are on fire
 But I won't die today
 'Cause you will kill me slowly
 Words are creeping in, they're not mine (you will do what I say)
 Maybe I am losing my mind (you will do what I think)
 Maybe I'm hanging by your strings (you're gonna move with me)
 I, You are alone with me
 I know that I can't seem to move on (don't move on, don't move on)
 And free myself from you (don't move on, oh)
 Choking on your every word
 Your every desire
 While I gasp for air
 You just stand and stare
 Choking on you like nicotine
 My lungs are on fire
 But I won't die today
 'Cause you will kill me slowly