Despair

Aftermath sets in on me
 I am wretched, detestable, worthless
 Compelled to comprehend the guilt
 To forfeit everything for atonement
 I'll hide away to fight the side that's screaming, What have you done?
 And the other that's fine with being, The bloodstained one
 Myself against me, two darkened faces, which one will win
 Take this affliction of the heart
 Dull these wounds of sorrow
 Beg for attrition from remorse
 My soul become so hollow
 I crawled and grasped for it, but still, grace eludes me
 I could have been the one to save us all
 From forces raging
 Instead I chose to fade and lost control
 And now I'm paying
 This agony is punishment for the choice I made
 I've never felt so crushed beneath an overwhelming weight
 Destroyed by misery, this aching disease, torment deserved
 Take this affliction of the heart
 Dull these wounds of sorrow
 Beg for attrition from remorse
 My soul become so hollow
 Turn my hands to stone
 God knows my heart's halfway there
 Just take away my ability to kill
 Alter my moral perception
 Turn it upside down
 I found a place to escape from Two sides of sin
 Shed simulation to become Two beasts within
 I'll take the pain and build four walls Fortress of shame
 Lock me away for a just cause Bloody dichotomy
 I can't erase the consequence of Murderous rage
 I'll simply take myself away from This ravaged place
 Take this affliction of the heart
 Dull these wounds of sorrow
 Beg for attrition from remorse
 My soul become so hollow
 Take this affliction of the heart
 Dull these wounds of sorrow
 Beg for attrition from remorse
 My soul become so hollow