Woken By Noises

So i'm woken
 I'm woken by noises
 Neighbors stamping and laughing and voices
 move from screens, write it apart
 I lie here wondering if it's all over
 Flash backs flashing
 Tear at colors
 Demons voices
 my heart summons
 Broken broken by waking
 Shaking is all used to be filled with sadness
 Desense into madness feeling im sinking
 Far too much thinking
 Flash backs flashing and strobing
 Probing my barely functioning mind
 Smoking, I'm smoking again
 The pressure built up so I thought I'd cave in
 And my chest is tight, and light and thunder
 Forgive my thoughts it's sending me under
 I can't breathe
 I can't speak
 I can't see
 I can't feel
 Ah man, it's not so bad
 If only the morning would come, I could focus
 my eyes and thoughts composed are more rational
 I climb from this hole the morning I fashion a leapad
 Sunshine and daydreams, sunscreen
 Drinking more water
 Talking, talking or singing
 The song is all leaving me
 Drifting away into nothing
 I'm woken, woken by noises, neighbors, and drunken
 Their fast spanish voices go round and around
 Their sound doesnt keep me awake but the thoughts I pound
 But the picture I think of the most when im trying to sleep
 Is not fair in the north
 Sun soaked pleasure beach
 Spinning round
 Spinning x20