Home Away from Here

I'm coming to terms that I'm not concerned
 With planting my feet but looking onward
 I'm growing older but I cant get over
 The need of colder skin when I know that home is warmer
 It's just that I have this problem
 Where I want to be everywhere I'm not
 But I'm thankful for what I've got
 A room in a house where my bed may stay
 But the feel of another's sheets help keep my demons away
 It's become clear that what keeps me here
 Is the sense of failure and other nightmares
 I've become jaded and I can't escape it
 The thought of settling when I know it's what I've hated
 It's just I have this problem
 Where I want to be everywhere I'm not
 It's just I know myself and I'll sacrifice everything I've got
 Though I can't afford to eat as much as I would like to be
 And my bills won't pay themselves so I'll come up with another scheme
 This place looks better from a passenger window
 Or stared at from up above
 But when you're chasing brightness
 You lose concern with the damage done
 It's not my fault
 I'll try to call
 No ties, no roots, I'm fine