Broken

Yeah
 I remember starting with a clean slate
 I was happy 'cause you were my dream date
 Everything seemed great
 Doing everything I did for my queens sake
 And plus you were super sweet like cheesecake
 With a little bit of attitude but I like that
 Small arguments over nothing. You would fight back
 All my time was to you besides school
 'Cause I didn't even have a legal job or even write raps
 So we would chill all the time and it's still on my mind
 I feel like a drills on my spine
 Will I be fine
 Maybe this is why I started with the pills and also killing the rhymes
 To escape the thought and break from the loss
 I feel I'm gonna break. You better pray 'cause I'm lost
 Chasing the cost to evade what she tossed
 Right in my face and I hate when she stopped
 The conversation with hesitation
 My mind is racing
 I think I need respiration
 It's hard to breathe
 Like tell me please
 I can tell you have something to say
 I do but
 Say it then
 Yeah, but
 Just say it then
 Girl, just say it then
 I got drunk and slept with your friend
 I thought I was chosen but you really left me broken
 Left me by my lonesome
 Feeling oh so hopeless
 Now I'm just out coasting
 Feeling like I'm loco
 Emotions in a chokehold
 Always feeling like I'm so so
 Broken
 I'm broken
 I'm broken
 I'm broken
 I'm broken
 I never thought that we could get to the point that we could face each other and fuss
 I remember all the times you would come around and make me stutter and blush
 There I go reminiscing on the past
 I thought it'd be forever but you knew it wouldn't last, huh
 Huh, it was over in a flash
 I was on the road the love but you wanted me to crash
 I gave you my heart and you threw it in the trash
 Unaware of the reason, still didn't want to ask
 Probably taking it too slow or too fast
 I'm not gonna act like I haven't heard that before
 Now I'm on the floor thinking that you always were the one that I adored
 You said that you were drunk and I'm like oh, sure
 That's the reason that you let me best friend score
 Thinking that you were exclusive
 Now I hear the worst excuses
 How could I be so stupid
 To let it go behind my back. I feel the bruises
 And I feel it in my stomach like I'm gonna vomit
 Now I'm feeling broken. I don't think that I should comment
 I got to get away. I don't think that I should stay
 I wonder if the whole time I was being played
 Then I forgave you on the spot. We didn't even break up
 A few weeks pass. Different friend, same stuff
 I thought I was chosen but you really left me broken
 Left me by my lonesome
 Feeling oh so hopeless
 Now I'm just out coasting
 Feeling like I'm loco
 Emotions in a chokehold
 Always feeling like I'm so so
 Broken
 I'm broken
 I'm broken
 I'm broken
 I'm broken
 You know that warm feeling in the pit of your gut
 You try to break away but you know that you're stuck
 When your whole life is shattered and everything sucks
 Everyone seems sketchy. You don't know who to trust
 Life doesn't even feel real
 You want to block the damage but don't have the right shield
 Tired of the prayers, tired of the hoping
 Your life is so lonesome 'cause you feel so broken
 I thought I was chosen
 But you left me broken
 Left me by my lonesome
 Feeling oh so hopeless
 Now I'm just out coasting
 Feeling like I'm loco
 Emotions in a chokehold
 Always feeling like I'm so so
 So so broken
 I'm broken