Whatever I Fear

There's almost nothin' left
 An' you eat my kind for breakfast
 What did I expect
 To come here and find anyone?
 Find open arms to greet me
 And friends to feed me
 I sicken myself so much
 And you eat my kind for breakfast
 You eat my kind
 Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me
 Whenever I let my guard down, whatever I was ignorin'
 Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me
 Whatever I have been given, whatever I have been
 Seeing myself this way
 I am a monster I believe
 An' seeing is believing
 Is there no doubt left?
 When I wake up I poison myself
 And poison gives no appetite
 I sicken myself so much
 I sicken myself so
 Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me
 Whenever I let my guard down, whatever I was ignorin'
 Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me
 Whatever I have been given, whatever I have been
 Did we expect these things to change?
 By waking up and suddenly there they are
 And all I need's a startin' place
 An' nothing ever seemed so hard
 Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me
 Whenever I let my guard down, whatever I was ignoring
 Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me
 Whatever I have been given, whatever I have been
 Yea, yea