Kill Myself

I'm gonna clean the house
 I'm gonna fix the fence
 In my final hours
 I'm gonna tie up these loose ends
 I won't leave a note
 For anyone to find
 Tomorrow they'll know
 What I've done here tonight
 The drastic steps I've taken
 Are just an act of desperation
 I knew no one would miss me so what the hell
 I fought alot I drank to much
 Hurt everyone I've ever touched
 And just how much I hurt you it's hard to tell
 This is not some cry for help
 It's good by, I wish you well
 Because I love you...
 I'm gonna kill myself.
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 Now who is that
 In my easy chair
 Now wait a minute
 That's the old me sittin there
 And I thank god
 The devil in me died
 Cause I stand before you now
 A man changed and alive
 The drastic steps I've take
 Are just an act of desperation
 I knew no one would miss me so what the hell
 I fought alot I drank to much
 Hurt everyone I've ever touched
 And just how much I hurt you it's hard to tell
 This is not some cry for help
 It's good bye, I wish you well
 Because I love you...
 I had to kill myself.
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 I'm gonna clean the house
 I'm gonna fix that fence
 In my final hours
 Gonna tie up these loose ends.