Point of No Return

Anger, fear and sorrow
 A new identity
 So pain and tears will follow
 Or stay in secrecy
 What should my final words be?
 Is this my legacy?
 All tales and stories untrue
 Now it's up to you
 In silence I recall all the cruelties clearly,
 When I repent on my knees
 I'm trying to be nailed to a cross for my sins,
 But no one ever believes
 This day has turned into darkness for you
 Echoes through eternity
 So try not to give in to the fear
 Look into eternity
 Caught in self-build conservation
 No mind and soul's deliverance
 My free will's illumination
 By mankind's ignorance
 Numb all feelings in me
 Beyond life and death I see
 Sleep tight
 Eyes wide open
 No dream can comfort me
 Here it comes
 The shame again
 Ends in voices