Evil Selfish Fool

The loneliest time of the night, it is here
 And I wait for your scratch on the door
 It's true, you are gone, you're not coming back
 And I cannot accept that no more
 I know I am awful, I know I deserve this
 I wish I was not what I am
 Evil selfish fool
 Give me your money, your youth and your charms
 I'll squander and piss it away
 Hand me gal whose love it is true
 I'll abuse her and it will decay
 I know I am awful, I know I deserve this
 I wish I was not what I am
 Evil selfish fool
 At last I'm alone, I pity myself
 Though I am the cause of my pain
 Always I try to blame someone else
 My presence is a big ugly stain
 I know I am awful, I know I deserve this
 I wish I was not what I am
 Evil selfish fool
 Evil selfish fool