Kept It All to Myself

Kept it all to myself
 Kept it all to myself
 Kept it all to myself
 There were days when the luminescence of the skies
 Or the deep brown grasses struck me so hard
 And only leave me, I can hardly take it, that light feeling
 I rode up past St. Clair, same old city, but it could have been anywhere
 And the scent of the air so exotic, every thought like I never have thought it
 And I felt that confidence in me like a child in a strange new body
 I kept it all to myself
 I kept it all to myself
 I kept it all to myself
 Sometimes I loved you unadulterated, purely
 Untouched by doubt or by my memory
 Sometimes I loved you in a shadowed way
 Windscreen clearing but still streaked with gray
 Sometimes we held hands like we were children
 And I'd never known anything different
 Like I'd never known anything different
 Like I'd never known
 I tried to leave you, I left only myself
 Before I knew it, I was down in the well
 Sometimes I felt like I was floating
 High by the ceiling as we were just talking
 And kind faces would change on me
 Eyes and nose and mouth, unfamiliar assembly
 I kept it all to myself
 I kept it all to myself
 I kept it all to myself
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 I got so tired of all of the subtext
 The subtleties and the minute regrets
 You were smiling like you thought I couldn't see you
 Like you're afraid of what I might reveal in you
 Is it better if I look away? If all I know, I never do say?
 My love is the heaviest thing
 I understand if you don't want to wear my ring
 My love is the heaviest thing
 So, I kept it all to myself
 You would think I had so much wealth
 If I kept it all to myself
 If I kept it all to myself
 To myself
 I kept it all to myself
 Kept it all to myself
 Kept it all to myself
 Kept it all to myself
 I kept it all to myself
 I kept it all to myself
 I kept it all to myself