Medicate Myself

I hear you cryin' for me
 But I see the anger in your eyes
 I want what will not judge me
 I need what keeps me warm inside
 A man without a purpose
 Stares from the mirror on the wall
 You think you know my problems
 I think that you don't know my at all
 I don't believe I suffer
 Disease as you proclaim
 And I don't believe that I should kneel and hang my head in shame
 Held prisoner by a monkey
 Strapped on behind my back
 And while I sit ablaze
 The light is slowly fading into the black
 So I
 I've got to medicate myself again
 I've got to medicate myself again
 I've got to medicate myself again
 Cause you don't need me hanging 'round
 One more drink and I will be drowned
 I know you hate to see me
 As I defeat myself this way
 You know you can't control me
 You know I'm slipping day by day
 Down into my obsession
 Down in the hole where I belong
 And when this fight is over
 You will stay right here and I will be gone
 So I
 I've got to medicate myself again 3x
 I found you broken
 And lying on the floor
 An empty bottle in the drain
 I put my hand right through the kitchen door
 I've got to medicate myself again
 Cause you don't need me hanging 'round
 I barely get my coat off and you're already
 Crawling down my back again
 Yeah you get to watch me sinking down
 One more drink and I will be drowned
 I've got to medicate myself again