Wide Awake

I feel the cold setting in
 I feel the goosebumps all over my skin
 I start to fear the worse, I'm feeling so low
 I shouldn't feel like this in my own home
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 Feels like my teeth are falling out
 From all the giberish that's been pouring out my mouth
 What was I thinking? What was I doing with that milf?
 My chin is exhausted, man it was time for filth
 And it's not a good way to start the day
 I know it's done me no good
 I don't wanna face the world
 Tough I know I should
 Tell myself I won't do it again
 But I know I will be
 Lying in my bed my thoughts racing
 Like they always have been
 Like they always will be
 Like they always have been
 Like they always will be
 
 And I feel that chill back in the air
 Though I can't see no one, I feel their stare
 They've sussed out my name, know everything I've done
 And this could be our secret, if they just don't tell no one
 And it's not a good way to start the day
 I know it's done me no good
 I don't wanna face the world
 Tough I know I should
 Tell myself I wont do it again
 But I know I will be
 Lying in my bed my thoughts racing
 Like they always have been
 Like they always will be
 Like they always have been
 Like they always will be
 Like they always have been
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 And the sun's gone down and I'd love it to rise
 Lets me know that I've survived
 Every noise runs down my spine
 Keep the clock to check the time
 I need to talk, need conversation
 Rack my brain for explanations
 Need you here just holding me
 Shield me so they'll leave me be
 But that's the way I've always been
 And that's the way I'll always be
 And there ain't gonna be no change in me
 'Cause that's the way I'll always be
 That's the way it's always be
 And that's the way I'll always be
 And it's not a good way to start the day
 I know it's done me no good
 I don't wanna face the world
 Though I know I should
 Tell myself I won't do it again
 But I know I will be
 Lying in my bed my thoughts racing
 Like they always have been
 Not a good way to start the day
 I know it's done me no good
 I don't wanna face the world
 Though I know I should
 I tell myself I won't do it again
 But I know I will be
 Lying in my bed my thoughts racing
 Like they always have been
 Like they always will be
 Like they always have been
 Like they always will be
 Like they always have been
 Need you here just holding me
 Need you here just holding me
 Need you here just holding me
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 Need you here just holding me