If I Fall

Clear your head, so self-centered
 Yet you're very well read
 Leave your bed
 All that oil gonna kill you dead
 Got my check
 Lost my center in a deep mud debt
 I know you're upset, I'll stop it, I'll quit
 My choices let down
 Some of my closest people
 But I'm gaining back ground
 I'm forcing myself to get better by fall
 Will you be there if I fall?
 I never seem to have it in line
 I don't think you've ever seen me fine
 Give me space, make me pace, let me whine
 Saving face at the cost of what I owe
 Getting big, watch the clock, where'd the time go?
 Cut it short when I'm scared of what I can't grow
 All these loose ends that I can't sew
 What do I care, what do you know?
 My choices let down
 Some of my closest people
 But I'm gaining back ground
 I'm forcing myself to get better by fall
 My choices let down
 Some of my closest people
 But I'm gaining back ground
 I'm forcing myself to get better by fall
 Will you be there if I fall?
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 I'm sick of all the wack shit you're getting into
 Think I'll bounce, I gotta go
 I'm stuck inside a place where I can't love you
 You feel the vibe, I think you know
 There's not a single place that I can go to
 Without noise that I chose
 I'm stuck inside and my stomach's throwing up now
 From yellow pills and purple glow
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 Hold me down
 Help me drown
 
 Clear your head, so self-centered
 Yet you're very well read
 Leave your bed
 All that oil gonna kill you dead
 Got my check
 Lost my center in a deep mud debt
 I know you're upset, I'll stop it, I'll quit
 My choices let down
 Some of my closest people
 But I'm gaining back ground
 I'm forcing myself to get better by fall
 Will you be there if I fall?
 I never seem to have it in line
 I don't think you've ever seen me fine
 Give me space, make me pace, let me whine
 Saving face at the cost of what I owe
 Getting big, watch the clock, where'd the time go?
 Cut it short when I'm scared of what I can't grow
 All these loose ends that I can't sew
 What do I care, what do you know?
 My choices let down
 Some of my closest people
 But I'm gaining back ground
 I'm forcing myself to get better by fall
 My choices let down
 Some of my closest people
 But I'm gaining back ground
 I'm forcing myself to get better by fall
 Will you be there if I fall?
 ♪
 I'm sick of all the wack shit you're getting into
 Think I'll bounce, I gotta go
 I'm stuck inside a place where I can't love you
 You feel the vibe, I think you know
 There's not a single place that I can go to
 Without noise that I chose
 I'm stuck inside and my stomach's throwing up now
 From yellow pills and purple glow
 ♪
 Hold me down
 Help me drown