Different This Time

I've walked through fire
 And been swept away by waves
 In the night
 I've seen green lights - I've seen red lights
 I've seen myself in the mirror
 I used to think I was in pain
 When I could never cry, and I was right
 And I was right
 I'm not gonna lose me
 I'm not gonna lose me
 I'm not gonna lose me
 I'm not gonna lose me
 I've tried to find myself forever
 For as long as I can remember
 In everywhere, in everything
 In something that isn't me
 I've been tired
 I've cried alone on the floor
 I've told myself how to live
 And find reasons I still don't even believe
 I still don't
 I'm not gonna lose me
 I'm not gonna lose me
 I'm not gonna lose me
 I'm not gonna lose me
 I'm gonna be different this time
 I'm gonna be different this time
 I'm gonna be different this time
 And it's gonna be different this time
 And it's gonna be different this time
 I'm gonna be
 I'm gonna be different
 I'm not gonna lose me
 I'm not gonna lose me
 I'm not gonna lose me
 I'm not gonna lose me