R.I.P. 2 My Youth

RIP to my youth
 And you could call this the funeral
 I'm just telling the truth
 And you can play this at my funeral
 Wrap me up in Chanel inside my coffin
 Might go to Hell and there ain't no stopping
 Might be a sinner and I might be a saint
 I'd like to be proud, but somehow I'm ashamed
 Sweet little baby in a world full of pain
 I gotta be honest, I don't know if I could take it
 Everybody's talking, but what's anybody saying?
 Mama said if I really want to, then I can change it, yeah
 RIP to my youth
 If you really listen, then this is to you
 Mama, there is only so much I can do
 Tough for you to witness, but it was for me too
 I'm using white lighters to see what's in front of me
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 RIP to my youth
 And you can call this the funeral
 I'm just telling the truth, yeah
 You could play this at my funeral
 Tell my sister, "Don't cry and don't be sad
 I'm in Paradise with dad"
 Close my eyes and then cross my arms
 Put me in the dirt, let me dream with the stars
 Throw me in a box with the oxygen off
 You gave me the key and you locked every lock
 When I can't breathe, I won't ask you to stop
 When I can't breathe, don't call for a cop
 I was naive and hopeful and lost
 Now I'm aware and driving my thoughts, oh
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 What do I do? What do I do?
 I don't believe it if I don't keep proof
 I don't believe it if I don't know you
 I don't believe it if it's on the news or on the internet
 I need a cigarette
 I'm using white lighters to see what's in front of me
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 I'm using white lighters to see
 RIP to my youth
 And you can call this the funeral
 I'm just telling the truth
 And you could play this at my funeral
 Tell my sister, "Don't cry and don't be sad
 I'm in Paradise with dad"
 Close my eyes and then cross my arms
 Put me in the dirt, let me be with the stars
 (I'm using white lighters to see what's in front of me)
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 (I'm using white lighters to see what's in front of me)