The Mess Inside

We took a weekend, drove to Provo
 The snow was white and fluffy
 A weekend in Utah won't fix what's wrong with us
 The gray sky was vast and real cryptic above me
 I wanted you
 To love me like you used to do
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 We took two weeks in the Bahamas
 Went out dancing every night
 Tried to fight the creeping sense of dread with temporal things
 Most of the time I guess I felt alright
 But I wanted you
 To love me like you used to do
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 But you cannot run
 And you cannot hide
 From the wreck we've made of our house
 From the mess inside
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 We went down to New Orleans
 One weekend in the spring
 Looked hard for what we'd lost
 It was painful to admit it but we couldn't find a thing
 I wanted you
 To love me like you used to do
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 We went to New York City in September
 Took the train out of Manhattan to the Grand Army stop
 Found that bench we'd sat together on a thousand years ago
 When I felt such love for you I thought my heart was gonna pop
 I wanted you
 To love me like you used to do
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 But I cannot run
 And I can't hide
 From the wreck we've made of our house
 From the mess inside