Chemical

Waking up to no meaning
 I stare at the ceiling
 Count the imperfections that
 Surround my being
 Can tell how I'm feeling
 And it hurts more when you ask
 There's a hole in my head and heart
 But I'm a long way from the start
 There's a hole in my head and heart
 But I'm a long way from
 Back when I couldn't move, was frozen
 I told myself, it's all good
 It's only chemical
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 It's only chemical
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 It's only chemical
 I'm too shy to speak up
 Guess I have my reasons
 For telling little lies
 About those around me and what I could be
 It's eating me alive
 There's a hole in my head and heart
 But I'm a long way from the start
 There's a hole in my head and heart
 But I'm a long way from
 Back when I couldn't move was frozen
 I told myself it's all good
 It's only chemical
 I want to scream, but it won't help
 I've created my own hell
 And it's only chemical
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 It's only chemical
 It's only chemical
 I find comfort when they say
 You can't sit and count the days
 Until it ends
 There's still times I want to break
 Everything I've ever made
 But I've come a long way from
 I've come a long way from
 Back when I couldn't move
 Was frozen I told myself it's all good
 It's only chemical
 I want to scream, but it won't help
 I've created my own hell
 And it's only chemical
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 It's only chemical
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 It's only chemical
 
 It's only chemical
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 It's only chemical