Disconnect

I can't start wishing that I went for something more
 But I can dream between my losing faith and now
 Though I've got plans, I'll stay proud
 With every single scream I'll find my place in every city
 And I'll never lose my voice
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 I stood there counting all the days 'til I was free
 When I can't sleep I'll drive those 30 miles home
 But I can't breathe
 But I'm still proud of every single day
 It's something killing me again
 But I need to get away from all the things that made me lose my mind before
 And I know
 This time everything (this time everything)
 Is gonna be alright (is gonna be alright)
 Take it slow, so you know that it's real
 More than just tonight (tonight, tonight)
 And what if every word (what if every word)
 Escaped my mouth tonight (escaped my mouth tonight)
 And I watched as the world took its toll on my lips
 And my lips told my voice not to let my mouth make right?
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 So what if my house is just a van, and I'm in love?
 Would I drive the thousand miles out west
 To disconnect?
 I know I've got this in my head
 So what if music changed my life
 Would it ever change my mind?
 This time everything (this time everything)
 Is gonna be alright (is gonna be alright)
 Take it slow, so you know that it's real
 More than just tonight (tonight, tonight)
 And what if every word (what if every word)
 Escaped my mouth tonight (escaped my mouth tonight)
 And I watched as the world took its toll on my lips
 And my lips told my voice not to let my mouth make right?
 With all they took apart in my head
 I'll keep you singing along for all that I can
 But I'm afraid of all the nightmares that came true
 And I'm just living out my dreams again
 I'll never wonder what I'll be
 Why can't you help me find it once again?
 You were never one
 To give up on a sound
 To give up on a sound
 To give up on a sound (this time everything is gonna be alright)
 To give up on a sound (what if every word could change my life tonight)
 To give up on a sound (I'll change my life tonight)