B.D.K.I.A.F

Why don't you hang these steps upside down
 We'll walk backwards and feel the blood drain to our heads
 While you're creeping away, why don't we pull the punches back?
 And perhaps rebuild those severed ties
 When I felt you destroyed everything I knew
 I felt ever so slowly becoming you
 Where has my heart gone and where has my faith gone?
 And why am I still here, hating every breath you take
 Where has my heart gone and where has my faith gone?
 And why am I still here, hating every breath you take
 Every step you take, and every move you make?
 And just wishing that you'd take
 Your fucking last breath toward expiration
 I can't even make myself out in the fog
 You are the swamp, you are the sand beneath my feet pulling me down
 I have no face for your name
 Your roots never went any further down
 I felt them writhe in the cellars of my mind
 Rotted through right where they fell, yet here I am
 The wasted pulp of what you are
 Where has my heart gone and where has my faith gone?
 And why am I still here, hating every breath you take
 Every step you take, and every move you make?
 And just wishing that you'd take
 Your fucking last breath toward expiration
 Toward expiration
 But at least if I fall
 I can say we failed together
 Sure to be the only thing we ever shared
 'Cause you were never there
 And I'm yet to feel like I'm even here
 If I sink into the swamp that is misery
 At least I know you'll drown with me as well