Want To

Truth works just like it needs to
 Sharp, an ugly riding off the lips
 Of someone strange
 Oh, how weird it can be?
 Looking at you, looking at me
 I know just what you think
 Yeah, I know just what you think
 I can't take this down
 I don't need it
 No, I don't want it
 God, I don't want it
 I want to feel proud
 I won't let them see
 Won't let them see me
 Won't let them see me now
 It should be easier
 The back of my throat is so dry
 The sick in my chest won't subside
 The ugly that is now is real
 The helplessness of my pain
 Me knowing the weight of my shame
 Can you get me out?
 Yeah come on, get me out
 I can't take this down
 I don't need it
 No, I don't want it
 God, I don't want it
 I want to feel proud
 I won't let them see
 Won't let them see me
 Won't let them see me now
 I can't tell how I lie, I can't tell why
 I'm not gonna make it
 Out real clean
 I can't tell when it's real
 I can't tell what I feel
 Maybe this is numb?
 Maybe this is me?
 If this is really me, God help me
 To separate fact from fiction
 Separate fact from fiction
 If I am really free, help me
 I can't take this down
 I don't need it
 No, I don't want it
 God, I don't want it
 I want to feel proud
 I won't let them see
 Won't let them see me
 Won't let them see me now
 It should be easier