I Always Wanna Die (Sometimes)

I bet you thought your life would change
 But you're sat on a train again
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 Your memories are sceneries for things you said
 But never really meant
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 You build it to a high to say goodbye
 Because you're not the same as them
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 But your death, it won't happen to you
 It happens to your family and your friends, I pretend
 And I always wanna die, sometimes
 I always wanna die, sometimes
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 You win, you lose, you sing the blues
 There's no point in buying concrete shoes, I'll refuse
 And I always wanna die sometimes
 I always wanna die sometimes
 I always wanna die
 Oh, am I me through geography? A face collapsed through entropy
 I can hardly speak and when I try it's nothing but a squeak
 On the video, living room for small
 If you can't survive, just try
 And I always wanna die, sometimes
 I always wanna die
 Always wanna die, always wanna die
 Always wanna die
 And I always wanna die, always wanna die
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 Always wanna die, sometimes (always)
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 Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes
 I, sometimes (always)
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 Always wanna die, always wanna die
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 Always wanna die, always wanna, sometimes