Heavy

Deformity, a bodily malformation, check
 Distortion, or disfigurement, check
 A Deform, person or thing, check
 Gross, ugliness, check
 I don't wanna take this, I don't wanna carry this, I don't wanna lift this
 Everyday, when I wake, wishin' was a way that I can rip this
 Off of my shoulder off of my back, like a big boulder got me off track
 I don't wanna be seen lookin' like that
 I'm looking at it, it's mean lookin' right back
 Ugly, bloody, pussin', heavy
 Way more sinister than Leatherface, Jason or Fuckin' Freddy
 And that shit weighs me down, got me going crazy now
 Lazy round my place, 'cause I got shit right side of my face
 How did I get it?
 How did I grow it?
 How do I cock back and just blow it off
 Surgery yes you know it cost and I ain't goin out to show it off
 I'm just stuck in here, with this fuckin' weird stuff in near
 Crushin', pussin', bustin' till it up and clears
 I'm ready, it's wicked, it's gotta be deadly
 It's everything you can imagine, bad, twisted, evil and medley
 Down into eternal fire, this is where it lead me
 Can hardly hold it up because this thing is so fucking heavy
 (Ewww, that's gross, yuck, what's that?
 Oh my god, disgusting, repulsive, what the fuck?
 It's not a tumor, fuck the rumor
 I need more to go,
 Stop staring at this mutherfucking side show)
 Heavy (When everyone you love got needs)
 Heavy (I'll shove start to buckle at the kness)
 Heavy (My lord said this slow heal carry
 And if it don't then it might get scary)
 Heavy
 Cha!
 Gotta cover it up, gotta go outside to get food
 How when the smell is like shit stew?
 The way people are staring and lookin 'it gets cruel
 Bad when I'm shoppin', at the walmart
 They be laughin', then a brawl starts
 'Cause they wanna pick on a muthafucker
 With deformities, bless yall heart
 I'm sick of it, when it's on my back
 I can't even get a women to kiss on this, face
 I don't even want to live on this, place
 Because all people givin' is hate
 And your really gonna get it bad if your, disfigured
 The more these sick gigglers
 Pointed my heavy load it gets bigger
 They call me hunchback and I wish they wouldn't taunt that
 They be lookin' at a nigga like I woke up
 And showin straight up shittin' in their lunch sack
 Kids, grown ups, dogs, cats
 All be lookin' and pointing at this deformity on my back
 Taking over me, I'm slowly, turning into it
 This repulsive, nasty, heavy, sick, humongous pile of shit
 Under my skin, infecting my blood
 Like I have some kind of disease,
 It's too big and bulgin out of my jacket and everybody sees it
 (Ewww, that's gross, yuck, what's that?
 Oh my god, disgusting, repulsive, what the fuck?
 It's not a tumor, fuck the rumor
 I need more to go
 Stop staring at this mutherfucking side show)
 Heavy (When everyone you love got needs)
 Heavy (I'll shove start to buckle at the kness)
 Heavy (My lord said this slow heal carry
 And if it don't then it might get scary)
 Heavy
 What is it? With this load I carry there's problems in my life
 Got big problems with the IRS and problems with my wife
 Got a lot of problems with this music career, problems with my mom
 And I gotta solve 'em quick they fallen on me
 It's a problem with this shit on, and it's heavy
 When everybody depends on you to be the shot caller
 And you pushin, tryin to get all of your people
 Over the wall, but the shit got taller
 But you tough and determined, you rough and you learnin'
 You cannot do if you not baller
 So you get it and hit it one after another
 And look, the lump got smaller