Hard to Find

Your words hurt more than you think
 In your head, these situations end in a blink
 But the worst is usually these little lies
 Why can't you see it through my eyes?
 I understand you're trying to be cool
 Your so-called friends are slowly transforming you
 Into a person I never thought existed
 And at the moment, really wish didn't
 Who are you?
 You're not the girl I used to know
 You had my back when I would go
 Be there through high and low
 Who are you?
 It's like you wanna start a fight
 But when I'm the spotlight, suddenly it's alright
 You're plastic or perfect
 You're scared to fall
 Try to knock me down
 When you find a flaw
 These games you play
 Are messing with my mind
 Making you and I so hard to find
 Never thought you'd treat me like a fool
 But once again, you've lost the old you
 One day, you'll have me laughing till I can't breathe
 And the next time, can you even see me?
 When you look at me with guilt and insecurities
 You'll have to know
 You've chosen who you want to be
 You don't even think from time to time
 That's why you're losin' someone close
 And so am I
 Who are you?
 You're not the girl I used to know
 You had my back when I would go
 Be there through high and low
 Who are you?
 It's like you wanna start a fight
 But when I'm the spotlight, suddenly it's alright
 You're plastic or perfect
 You're scared to fall
 Try to knock me down
 When you find a flaw
 These games you play
 Are messing with my mind
 Making you and I so hard to find
 We made so many promises
 You never really made them
 You'd always go and break them
 What if it were like when we were kids?
 When I told you all my secrets
 Back then you would keep them
 We both wanted to be on top
 We were getting there together
 Taking your own measure
 So please, don't try to knock me down
 No matter what you try, I'll come back around
 You're plastic or perfect
 You're scared to fall
 Try to knock me down
 When you find a flaw
 These games you play
 Are messing with my mind
 Making you and I so hard to find