Strange & Fascinating

walking past a waiting grave
 burial today
 shadows cast a golden grey
 preparations made
 so calm
 yet violent winds they play
 such a darkness on a bright Sunday
 Am I awake?
 it feels strange
 yet fascinating
 like everything is gonna be okay
 I feel so alive
 but in this place I can't
 help but thinking
 that I'll end up here someday
 onto Contemplations Way
 ever long across the street unscathed
 Am I awake?
 it feels strange
 yet fascinating
 like everything is gonna be okay
 I feel so alive
 but in this place I can't
 help but thinking
 that I'll end up here someday
 elevator take me high
 14 stories
 2nd door he lies
 I found his body breathless
 I found the place obscene
 I tried to look away
 as I tried to fee the scene
 a picture staring back at me
 left me wondering
 Am I awake?
 it feels strange
 yet fascinating
 like everything is gonna be okay
 I feel so alive
 but in this place I can't
 help but thinking
 that I'll end up here someday