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I'm seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold
 I can't believe how much I've changed since the days of old
 I know
 It's temporary but
 I need to focus straight
 I can't believe I lost control of my fate
 I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about
 I need support behind my back to help me spit it out
 I'm gonna win
 I can't afford to blow this one
 I hate myself sometimes
 I love myself
 I need this way of life,
 Because it holds me.
 I hate myself sometimes
 I love myself.
 If contradiction's the way of life
 Happiness is wealthiness is healthy
 Now that I've made it through those lies and deceit,
 I think what's done is done and I can't complain anymore
 I am sure,
 That I have found myself again it feels great
 I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate.
 I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about
 I need support behind my back to help me spit it out
 I'm gonna win
 I can't afford to blow this one
 I hate myself sometimes
 I love myself
 I need this way of life because it holds me.
 I hate myself sometimes
 I love myself.
 If contradiction's the way of life
 Happiness is wealthiness is healthiness