Smile

Sometimes I sit at home and wonder how it'd be
 If he had loved me
 Truly loved me yes
 I learned a while ago that kind of thing
 Never happens for me
 And so I go around
 And just pretend
 Love is not for me
 I play the circus clown around my friends
 Make them laugh and they won't see
 That you never let them see you sweat
 Don't want them to think the pain runs deep
 Lord knows it's killing me
 So I put on my make-up
 Put a smile on my face
 And if anyone asks me
 Everything is okay
 I'm laughing cause no one
 Knows the joke is on me
 Cause I'm dying inside
 With my pride and a smile
 On my face
 On my face
 Singing lalalala
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 Sometimes I sit at home
 By the phone hoping he might call me
 But he don't call me
 But then I realize
 Dreams come true aren't for girls like me
 Not like me
 And so I go around with my head up
 Like it ain't no thing
 And when the boys around with all my friends
 I'm into other things
 Cause you never let them see you sweat
 Don't want them to think the pain runs deep
 Lord knows it's killing me
 And, so I put my make up
 Put a smile on my face
 And if anyone asks me
 Everything is okay
 I'm laughing cause no one
 Knows the joke is on me
 But I'm dying inside
 With my pride and a smile
 On my face
 On my face
 It's not as easy (thing)
 Sometimes it's hard to (face the truth)
 It's not the life that I would choose (that I would choose)
 But what else can I do?
 If he don't love me
 If he don't want me
 I'm not about to sit around
 Let myself go
 So I put on my make-up
 Put a smile on my face
 And if anyone asks me
 Everything is okay
 I'm laughing cause no one
 Knows the joke is on me
 Cause I'm dying inside
 With my pride and a smile
 On my face
 On my face
 Singing lalalala
 Singing lalalala
 ♪
 Singing lalalala...