When Past Dies

Can you tell me what is wrong?
 Did you expect it will so long?
 Nobody help us, no one save
 We never knew for what we crave
 I'm so tired from this hell
 Life is just a miserable spell
 Happiness lost and smiles are dead
 Did you expect it will so bad?
 Pain of this world hurts me from inside
 I cannot see a saviour light
 Agony of the past
 Grave of sun is so vast
 Close my eyes when past dies
 All we can is wait for end
 Meaningless light has disappeared slowly and quiet
 All of my feelings and darkest thoughts die in fight
 Every breath I take, every move I make equally painful to me
 Every time I woe, everywhere I go nobody wants me to see
 No need regret, no need tears for the past, all of that time was in vain
 I beg you leave me it's better for you. You should not feel my pain
 Won't you see my friend, this is my the end. Don't be afraid, don't you doubt
 When you'll set me free don't you cry for me. I don't deserve to be loved. No, no