Waters of Loss

Between collapses form burnt decay
 Without a glimpse of light
 I stand there firmly surrounded by hate
 And lose my sense to fight
 If you learned to fly - it doesn't mean you cannot fall
 Come with me through fire, you have no choice, my doll
 What I lose, who I will when I drown in you?
 Will see my eternal fragile world?
 Should I cry if I know I'm not live no more?
 Close my eyes, feeling that I will never come home
 How do you feel this hopelessness
 Instead of world you hate?
 You sang yourself a black mass
 Begging for mercy from your own grave
 Your thoughts don't die
 You're alone. Can you fight?
 Will you forgive me, my cruel Fate
 For I waste my life on you to hate
 How could I know if there something will be worse
 Now I'd like to hide in waters of the loss