I Bequeath

Wretchedness leads to suffering of the soul
 Righteousness dies. Illusion replaced all
 Searching for light. It's hard to not give up
 Maybe you'll die, but time will never stop
 Now I bequeath. Is my heart made of steel?
 Now I bequeath. Do I know what is real?
 Now I bequeath. Do I have right to live?
 Now I bequeath. Become what I hoped not to be
 Forbidden forgiveness forgotten forever
 Illusion, confusion, decision to die
 I'm fallen, but not weak, I've got all I deserve
 Forsaken, not alone. In vision, of all my life
 My Fate hears how I'm calling
 But don't want to help me
 I'll die in blackened shadows
 Of my own misery
 Now I bequeath. My heart is made of steel
 Now I bequeath. I don't know what is real
 Now I bequeath. My death afraid of me
 Now I bequeath. Become what I not hoped