From the Curve

Is this what you expected?
 Flat and empty, how i feel?
 The brain is emptied out and clean
 Clean is not a state that's real
 So take what you are given
 Just forget what you deserve
 People think you're out there living
 But you fell from the curve
 Give me a name
 Right now i'm just a cycle
 Waiting to end
 Right now i feel recycled
 And i'm ready to leave again
 Some tree in bloom like crazy hair
 Some man in feathers flying
 I want to stay i don't i'm lying
 Getting used to it's what i feel
 So much to answer for
 We have so much to answer for
 So sick of talking about it
 Falling asleep on the floor
 Give me a name
 Right now i'm just a cycle
 Waiting to end
 Right now i feel recycled
 And i'm ready to leave again
 And i'm ready to leave again