Suicidal Failure

Father forgive me, for I know not what I do
 I tried everything now I'll leave it up to you
 I don't want to live, I don't know why
 I don't have no reasons, I just want to die
 I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to get some help
 I have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself
 I'm tired of this way of life, my patience has expired
 I'm barely just 19 but my life I will retire
 I went down to a rifle store, I bought myself a gun
 I point it at my head, but I couldn't get the job done
 I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to get some help
 I have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself
 Took all my mother's sleeping pills, I jumped off a freeway bridge
 I drank three kinds of poison and drove my car off a ridge
 I beat myself with a bat, put a noose around my head
 I overdosed on heroin, but I'm still not dead
 I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to get some help
 Have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself
 Death may not be the answer, it can't be all great
 But me I'm not into living, with life I can't relate
 By some masochistic reasoning, I think that it will be fun
 I want to start my second life now, so shoot me with your gun
 I'm looking forward (suicidal)
 I'm really bored (suicidal)
 You wanna die, suicidal
 I gotta try (suicidal)
 On the street (suicidal)
 At the game (suicidal)
 At the beach (suicidal)
 At my school (suicidal)