Monopoly On Sorrow

There's a cold wind in the winter of my mind
 A season that last through all changes in time
 I try so hard sometimes
 I wish there was a raincheck on tommorow
 Not ready to deal with what I don't wanna find
 Struggling on, just to hold on
 I just wanna know, why is it me?
 In a tear there is a message from the heart
 Detached from the good, it's hope gone astray
 I cry so hard sometimes
 Too scared to think what will bring tommorow
 Already much more than I can handle today
 I can't breathe, suffocate as I'm buried by hate
 And so sadly I learn, there's no justice to fate
 I just wanna know why is it me?
 Losing the race with thoughts out of place
 I just wanna, know why is it me?
 You aint got a monopoly on sorrow
 You know plenty has made it my way
 You aint got a monopoly on sorrow
 There's plenty that feel just the same
 There's a pain so insane that I fight but can't tame
 And my mind battles on as my body lies lame
 I can't feel the feel but it feels like it hurts
 I can't feel the feel but it feels like it hurts
 I can't feel the feel but it feels like it hurts
 I can't feel the feel but it feels like it hurts
 Hurts, hurts
 And I know that I know I don't know that I know
 It just would stay clear then I'd see and I'd go
 I just wanna know why it's me
 Aint got a monopoly on sorrow
 You, you, you aint got no no, you aint got no no
 You aint got no no, you aint got no no
 There's no monopoly on sorrow
 No monopoly on sorrow
 No monopoly on sorrow
 No monopoly on sorrow no no no
 You ain't got no no no, you ain't got no no no
 You ain't got no no no, you ain't got no no no
 No monopoly on sorrow
 Monopoly on sorrow
 Monopoly on sorrow
 No no no no no
 You ain't got no, no no no no
 You ain't got no, no no no no
 You ain't got no, no no no no
 You ain't got no monopoly on sorrow