How Will I Laugh Tomorrow

Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
 I cry for help, no one's around
 Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall
 Seems like no one cares at all
 Always an emotion but how could I explain?
 Kinda like the scent of a rose but you can't explain
 The same with my pain, caught up in emotion, goes over my head
 Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death
 Am I living or am I dead?
 The clock keeps ticking but nothing else seems to change
 Problems never solved, just rearranged
 And then I think about all the times that I've had
 Some were good, most were bad
 I search for personality and I look for things I cannot see
 Love and peace flash through my mind, pain and hate is all I'd find
 Find no hope in nothing new and I never had a dream come true
 Lies and hate and agony through my eyes that's all I see
 If I'm gonna cry, will you wipe away my tears?
 And if I'm gonna die, Lord, please take away my fear
 Before I drown in sorrow, well, I just wanna say
 How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today?
 Today, today, when I can't even smile today
 Today, today, when I can't even smile today
 How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today?
 How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today?
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 You think something is funny?
 Laugh at this
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 So when I look outside my room, I see the world but not the reason
 What is done to me is not fair, you call it fate, I call it treason
 But I know not what to do, gimme a sign, I'll take whatever
 But if you want me, here I am, ain't gonna die forever
 And I tried to hold you but you just turned away
 And I tried to tell you but not a word I say
 Cried out so loudly but you just covered your ears
 I gave you all the signs but you ignored my tears
 So if you want me, here I am, I sit here, waiting for your decision
 But my body fights my mind and it is headed straight for a collision
 So am I getting near or am I still looking in all the wrong places?
 But the only thing that seems to change are the looks on the faces
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 Doesn't anyone?
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 Seems like no one cares at all
 I search for personality, I look for things I cannot see
 Love and peace flash through my mind, pain and hate is all I'd find
 Find no hope in nothing new and I never had a dream come true
 Lies and hate and agony, through my eyes that's all I see
 How will I laugh tomorrow?
 How will I laugh tomorrow?
 How will I laugh tomorrow?
 How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today?
 Today, today, when I can't even smile today?
 Today, today, when I can't even smile today?
 How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today?
 How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today?