How Will I Laugh Tommorrow

Here I sit and watch my world
 Come crumbling down
 I cry for help but no one's around
 Silently screaming as I bang my head
 Against the wall
 It seems like no one cares at all
 Always an emotion
 But how could I explain?
 How can I explain?
 Kind of like the scent of a rose
 With words I can't explain
 The same with my pain
 Caught up in emotion
 Goes over my head
 Goes over my head
 Sometimes I got to think to myself
 "Is this life or death?
 Am I living or am I dead?"
 The clock keeps ticking
 But nothing else seems to change
 Problems never solved, just rearranged
 And when I think about
 All the times that I've had
 Some were good, most were bad
 I search for personality
 And I look for things I cannot see
 Love and peace flash through my mind
 Pain and hate is all I find
 Find no hope in nothing new
 And I never had a dream come true
 Lies and hate and agony
 And through my eyes that's all I see
 If I'm gonna cry
 Will you wipe away my tears?
 If I'm gonna die
 Lord, please take away my fear
 Before I drown in sorrow
 Well I just want to say
 How will I laugh tomorrow
 If I can't even smile today?
 Today, today, today
 When I can't even smile today
 Today, today, today
 When I can't even smile today
 How will I laugh tomorrow
 When I can't even smile today?
 How will I laugh tomorrow
 When I can't even smile today?
 You think it's so funny
 Laugh at this
 So when I look outside my room
 I see the world, but not the reason
 What is done to me is not fair
 You call it fair, I call it treason
 But I don't know what to do
 Give me a sign I'll take whatever
 But if you want me here I am
 Ain't gonna die forever
 And I tried to hold ya
 But you just turned away
 And I tried to tell ya
 But not a word I say
 I cried out so loudly
 But you just covered your ears
 And gave me all the signs
 That you don't want my tears
 So if you want me here I am
 I sit here waiting your decision
 But my body fights my mind
 I'm headed straight for a collision
 So am I getting near or am I still
 Looking in all the wrong places?
 But the only thing that seems to change
 Are the looks on the faces
 Doesn't anyone?
 Seems like no one cares at all
 I search for personality
 And look for things I cannot see
 Does anyone even care at all?
 Love and peace flash through my mind
 Pain and hate is all I find
 Seems like no one cares at all
 Find no hope in nothing new
 When I never had a dream come true
 Does anyone even care at all?
 Lies and hate and agony
 Through my eyes that's all I see
 Seems like no one cares at all
 How will I laugh tomorrow?
 How will I laugh tomorrow?
 How will I laugh tomorrow?
 How will I laugh tomorrow
 When I can't even smile today?
 Today, today
 When I can't even smile today
 Today, today
 When I can't even smile today
 How will I laugh tomorrow
 When I can't even smile today?
 How will I laugh tomorrow
 When I can't even smile today?