Can't Stop

There's a place I try to go, so far from here
 I close my eyes, I try to, to disappear
 I look around in my own way
 But what I see I never, never really know
 I wander 'round until I feel it coming on
 And then it's, it's time to go
 I don't want to be here falling out of place
 Confusion's the consensus, fighting for my space
 And then you make me open my eyes and come back
 All I wanted was some time, some time to think, that's all I needed
 I would have been okay with just a little time
 My time not your time, you never have time
 I want to know I tried
 You're probably here right now waiting
 Waiting for that moment to ambush me
 Swallow my hopes, crush my confidence
 Pull me down, pull me down lower than you ever have before
 Just see if you grab my heart and rip it out
 And then you chew on and spit it out
 Throw it over the ground and stomp all over it
 Laughing, laughing hysterically, tellin' me to do something
 Knowing that I won't, knowing that I can't
 Knowing that you're me and I'm you
 And I can never hate you as much as you hate me
 Knowing the weaker I get, the stronger you are
 Knowing how weak I am, knowing how strong you are
 Can't stop the running, can't stop the running
 The runaway emotions in me
 Now you got them running, can't stop the running
 The runaway emotions in me
 I lived it, I live it, it's not easy to say
 I felt it, I feel it, it's just another day
 It scares me, why does it dare me?
 You know it ain't a fair fight
 Rain overtakes me, it tries to break me
 You know that something ain't right
 Now you got 'em running, can't stop the running
 The runaway emotions in me
 Now you got 'em running, can't stop the running
 The runaway emotions in me, set my body free
 They don't make no seatbelt for the mind
 So I can't fasten up for this ride
 Running away, can't stop the runaway emotions
 Not right, can't fight, can't stop the runaway emotions
 Fighting, hiding, can't stop the runaway emotions
 Hypnotized, paralyzed, can't stop the runaway emotions
 I was scared, I am scared
 I know that but I'm not afraid doing at it
 She being scared that don't bother me
 It's just a feeling, I can do with that
 I know what it is, that's what I don't know
 What I can't feel that's what bothers me
 That's what really scares me
 See right now I'm scared, really scared
 'Cause I can feel it, emotionally paralyzed, light headed
 Like you know when you got a pass out, actually I wish I would
 You know kind of like when you gotta sneeze, the relief it brings
 Just waiting, waiting for something to happen
 Waiting for that moment to renew a [Incomprehensible]
 See the moment takes you nowhere
 Know what's realm, right now, no one's with you, right?
 Know what, it's what you bring to me
 Know it's like an itch that I can't scratch, like an itch in the brain
 Knowing your body figure out a way to scratch it, just itches more
 Can't stop the running, can't stop the running
 The runaway emotions in me
 Now you got them running, can't stop the running
 The runaway emotions in me
 I hate it, I hate me, like my consistency
 I've seen it, I see it, I'm talking literally
 So much lying, too much denying
 It's time to face the facts
 You can't help me, these cards will deal me
 They are the final acts
 Now you got 'em running, can't stop the running
 The runaway emotions in me
 Now you got 'em running, can't stop the running
 The runaway emotions in me, set my body free
 Oh no, you really done it this time
 Can't stop the runaway emotions
 Can't stop the runaway emotions
 Can't stop the runaway emotions
 Can't stop the runaway emotions
 There's a place I try to go, so far from here
 I close my eyes but I can't, can't disappear