New Year

Sitting here stressing at 2:30am
 About how fast a year can go
 I wonder where it went
 If we start all over again, would it really work?
 I know that you could be, could be, coming back to me
 Mesmerised, by the thoughts of fear
 Traumatised, I'm so scared of it
 Want to stop thinking gotta get to sleep
 Gotta wake up fresh, get on my feet
 Push the thought of you away
 Do it today
 I'm older than my years
 Drowning in my tears
 Surrounded by the fear
 Since you went away, a year ago
 At Christmas
 You locked away your secrets
 Kept them away from me
 I only came to say goodbye, now you finally see
 You want to start all over again, make it work this time
 But I don't want to end up feeling far away from fine
 I memorised, what you said to me
 So surprised, it was hell to be
 So frustrated with the way we were
 Not a single word could make it work
 Now look at us today
 We blew it away
 I'm older than my years
 Drowning in my tears
 Surrounded by the fear
 Since you went away, a year ago
 At Christmas
 I'm older than my years (last year)
 Drowning in my tears
 Surrounded by the fear
 Since you went away, a year ago
 At Christmas
 (Last year) I'm older than my years (last year)
 Drowning in my tears (last year)
 I'm older than my years (last year)
 Drowing in my tears
 (At Christmas) I'm older than my years
 (At Christmas) Drowning in my tears
 (At Christmas) I'm older than my years
 (I'm older than my years)