Bother

Wish I was too dead to cry
 My self-affliction fades
 Stones to throw at my creator
 A masochist to which I cater
 You don't need to bother
 I don't need to be
 I'll keep slipping farther
 But once I hold on
 I won't let go 'til it bleeds
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 Wish I was too dead to care
 If indeed I cared at all
 Never had a voice to protest
 So you fed me shit to digest
 I wish I had a reason
 My flaws are open season
 For this, I gave up trying
 One good turn deserves my dying
 You don't need to bother
 I don't need to be
 I'll keep slipping farther
 But once I hold on
 I won't let go 'til it bleeds
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 Wish I'd died instead of lived
 A zombie hides my face
 A shelf forgotten with its memories
 Diaries left with cryptic entries
 And you don't need to bother
 I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
 I'll keep slipping farther
 But once I hold on
 I won't let go 'til it bleeds
 You don't need to bother
 I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
 I'll keep slipping farther
 But once I hold on (once I hold on)
 I'll never live down my deceit