Blue Study

Somewhere between my tongue and cheek
 I can feel the hands on me
 Pulls me in so we are face to face
 I don't wanna see it
 I don't wanna see
 Hold my head up
 Can't avert my eyes
 Spots and rats on me
 I don't wanna see
 Claw the ground up
 Get me out of this
 Never wanted this
 Never needed this
 And you left me and I left you
 And you left me and I left you, too
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 Chair is stained and I can't stay awake
 Bring forth evidence to keep me sane
 I can't keep this riddle locked inside
 Seven ways to keep my secrets tied
 Can't believe this
 I belong in chains
 Separated
 It was me and something else
 Now I'm numbing
 Get me out of this
 Never wanted this
 Never needed this
 And you left me and I left you
 And you left me oh
 But then I left you and
 And you left me and I left you
 And you left me and I left you, too
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 Arms stretched out
 Giving thanks to pain
 Spotlight looking down
 I'm ashamed
 Kneeling with my forehead to the ground
 I can't help but flinch before I'm found
 I need you
 Can't you see behind?
 Doesn't matter now
 Doesn't matter anymore!
 Maybe made me
 Get me out of this
 Never wanted this
 Never needed this
 And you left me and I left you
 And you left me and motherfucker, I left you and...
 And you left me and I left you
 And you left me and I left you, too
 Safe! I just want to safe!
 Safe! I just want to be safe!
 Safe! Don't you want to be safe?
 Safe! Why can't you let me be safe?