Waste

Your mother came up to me
 She wanted answers only she should know
 Only she should know
 It wasn't easy to deal
 With the tears that rolled down her face
 I had no answers 'cause
 I didn't even know you
 But these words
 They can't replace
 The life you...
 The life you waste
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 How could you paint this picture?
 Was life as bad as it should seem
 That there were no more options for you?
 
 I can't explain how I feel
 I've been there many times before
 I've tasted the cold steel of my life crashing down before me
 But these words
 They can't replace
 The life you...
 The life you waste
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 Did daddy not love you?
 Or did he love you just too much?
 Did he control you?
 Did he live through you at your cost?
 Did he leave no questions for you to answer on your own?
 Well fuck them
 And fuck her
 And fuck him
 And fuck you
 For not having the strength in your heart to pull through
 I've had doubts
 I have failed
 I've fucked up
 I've had plans
 Doesn't mean I should take my life with my own hands
 But these words
 They can't replace
 The life you...
 The life you waste
 But these words
 They don't replace
 The life you...
 The life you waste