Drownin'

Will I hate tomorrow?
 Will I hate what I can't see?
 I'm doubting
 Should I walk around it
 Try to be what I can't be
 I'm dying
 I'm not happy any
 I'm just not happy anymore
 I'm drownin'
 I'm not happy any
 I'm just not happy anymore
 I'm drownin'
 Suppose you painted the castle of Auvers
 But everything you did came alive
 And if you painted all these things just to please me
 And if you could read my mind
 I would never be happy
 What will change tomorrow?
 In this sea within a sea
 I'm blinded
 How long will I be down?
 I'm out of air I can not breath
 I'm drownin'
 I'm not happy any
 I'm just not happy anymore
 I'm drownin'
 I'm not happy any
 I'm just not happy anymore
 I'm drownin'
 I'm drownin'
 I'm drownin'
 Yeah well I'm, I'm drownin'
 Yeah yeah I'm drownin'
 Yeah