Got to Stop

I've got to stop, got to stop the trembling
 It's beginning to drag me down
 I've got to change, my wishes
 I've got to stop wanting
 Wanting you here
 I've got to do something about the dreaming
 It leaves the day the loss of been touched
 I've got to discover some other meaning
 And i've got to stop
 Wanting you so much
 I've got to stop, got to stop the exploding
 It's taking too much sense off me
 I've got to change my thinking
 Because it blinds me and blinds the right way to see
 I've got to stop, saving
 The abundance becomes a shame without you
 I've got to give up, the believing
 I've got to stop hoping
 But that's so hard to do
 And i've got to stop, i've got to stop worrying
 About why loneliness follows me
 I've got to stop, damning
 Damning time
 For it's aging me