The Dark Inside Me

Every moment I have failed
 was a torture for your soul
 steered by demons, who had climbed up from my own
 I close my fingers to a fist
 try to figure, how it feels
 when the wickedness comes over me again
 And for the first time I went too far,
 there's no excuse, the things I've done I can't deny
 and for a last time you say goodbye,
 don't waste a tear it isn't worth to save a lie
 Every single word, I said, hurt you more, than I expected
 mental scars that never heal and will remain forever,
 I close my eyes so I can't see
 the dark that is inside of me
 and the wickedness comes over me again
 And for the first time I went too far,
 there's no excuse, the things I've done I can't deny
 and for a last time you say goodbye,
 don't waste a tear it isn't worth to save a lie